Why are you truamatized? O.o
I don't think honks are that scary :\
It's okay. I don't think your art is ugly :]
Becuase when it comes to art, there is no such thing as being "better" or "worse", nor is there "ugly" art, becuase in the field of art, what people judge to be "better", "worse", "ugly", or "beautiful" all depends on the preference of the person judging the art, just as when people say that they are getting "better" at drawing, they are actually usually just changing something about their style that considered undesirable.
Also, thanks for the compliment :]